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[08 May 2012|11:53pm] Truth be told, I feel like crying. I haven't had a good cry since 8 months ago. I think everyone should cry every now and then, because it helps you remember you're human, and you're only here to do the best you can, and even if circumstances fail, it just shows that you'll have to find another way to overcome what you started out to accomplish. Yes I am emotional, and I love how I am like that. [Comment?]

[08 May 2012|11:24pm] I don't understand what's wrong with you. There is 2 entire months for you to use the DAMN internet, yet you want to fight bandwidth with me over 2 HOURS?! Do I look STUPID to you that I can't differentiate what is 1.5 hours and 1 hour? Talk so much cock about how I'm hogging with my downloads, and how I NEVER tell you. But didn't I just SAY IT TO YOUR FACE that I'll be using it? COME ON SERIOUSLY. I've been gone 10 days and I can't even get to use the damn computer for the only few hours I can stay awake. On another note, I'm back from Korea. I enjoyed myself SO much, I already feel pissed off that I'm back in Singapore so soon, back to the heat, back to reality, back to a mediocre and mundane lifestyle that I cannot wait to remove from memory. Shopping, eating and just literally having NO commitments. No strict timing to wake up to report, no lame crappy paper-boy work to do that makes you feel so worthless. I guess I'm so pissed off because I miss having freedom and I miss having the time to myself. It's quite a big step from schooling to army/full-time work, losing all your freedom in a quick motion. Not having an opportunity to slowly slide into adaptation of your new lifestyle. I miss being in love. Don't get me wrong, I don't miss relationships, because that means extra commitment, and giving yourself more things to do than you already have. But what I miss is the rush, when you get to see each other, when you hold each other's hands and you know that's all you want to do for the rest of the day. When you spring surprise kisses and every smile brings light into your life. Argh, so angst-y tonight. Lost my will to post. [Comment?]

[22 Apr 2012|12:41am] It's, a different season a different year a different time a different motivation a different thought a different feeling a different rush a different place a different love yet, somehow I miss it. Maybe SF, you're right...? [Comment?]

[05 Apr 2012|12:39am] I'm sometimes torn between being logical and being emotional. It's always between the two when you feel like you have the world's problems on your shoulders and yet you have no idea how to lift them off. I believe everyone is every bit as complex as the one next to him. There's always a bit of hilarity, a tinge of awkwardness and a dash of sly and cunning. This is true to every being that takes time to laugh and enjoy life, that is bashful about talking to an attractive party of the opposite sex, and strives for a selfish desire that only his heart can justify for. I blame every bit of it on free will. It's what makes us who we are, and what shapes our world. Yet... when you think back on what you have done, you always realize that you "never thought through your actions" and that "you could've put in more effort". So sometimes I wonder, what life would be like without free will. Do you agree that with a little bit less intelligence, the world wouldn't be so difficult to live and survive in as it is now? Think about your parents' times, when education was scarce, and people lived as they went about their days, enjoying every moment of it, and not thinking about what they have to achieve when they reached the end of their lives. What if we lived a conspiracy tale of a bunch of smart-assed people, who dictated the next group of intelligence, just so the balance of the world could be maintained? Without that much intelligence, why would people sought to deplete the world's resources just to be able to gain riches? Are luxuries really necessary in life to enable you to LIVE? However, you look at the next generation that are being raised, pampered and ill-disciplined. The very thought of having a daughter that retaliates on her mother, and youths that have no pride in what they say, but just do it out of the spur of the moment. It's funny, and kinda ironic, since we used to do it. Definitely, but the difference is that not EVERYONE sees it. And it is soon forgotten. Everything that is published on the internet, stays on the internet, no matter how you'd like to delete it in the future. If I were to do a hard check on you, I believe I'd be able to drag out every little dirty detail of your life that you have so openly published to the world when you were "not thinking right". And yet, you do it so freely now. What goes through my mind, sometimes I can't even comprehend or string into words, however I do want to try and articulate everything out because it puts my soul at ease. I've always wondered, what's the point of rebelling against forceful regimentation when at the end of the day you'll wake up and realize that it was good for you? You can easily say that "yeah, he hasn't matured yet" but then again, what IS the level of maturity that you're supposed to have at a certain age, and who dictates that? I'm still childish at times, but who's to say I'm supposed to be settling down and focusing on producing good work? I want to have fun, and enjoy myself before I start wrinkling and thinking about earning money to fund my growing spending habits in the future. All I have are questions upon questions, and no answer. But I guess that's life isn't it...? Looking for an answer as we journey on to what we deem as our goal in this short life that we live, till we move on to something even Greater, that even mind can't comprehend, and thought can't withhold, yet with every fibre of my being i know it'll be awesome. So.. what does it make me then, emotional or logical? Hahaha.   & a hi to melissa lee that just friend-ed me, whom i've not seen for a looooooong time, hope you're well. [Comment?]

[25 Feb 2012|10:07pm] Ever wondered why something that should be of so low importance to you, makes such a big deal to you? People say it's mind over matter. But what happens when your mind IS the matter? When, deep down, you know there's something more than what you see. There will always be a layer that you have never uncovered. But what if, when you try to uncover it, there's something stopping you? When you think about how you could've stopped it... What if it becomes an obsession, one that you can't even forget when you're at your busiest of periods? When it's constantly on your mind... It's because you think you have a shot, that's why it's on your mind, day in day out. We as humans, when we think there's a chance out there for us, we constantly think of the possibilities that can happen. It's only when that one day comes when we hit the sudden realization that nothing good could come out of it, and that it won't ever happen, that we slowly find out our mind drops the topic. But before that happens, you know, and i know, that we're gonna keep thinking about it, even if the consequences are crazy, we'll still think, and probably do something, because there's still a hope out there. I've been going through some mad stuff these few weeks. It's been work work and more work. The worse part is that i'm enjoying it. But i tell myself, hey, at least when i'm enjoying it, the 2 years i have is bound to pass faster, am i right? Hahaha, but then again, i'm really glad for my colleagues and bosses. They're nice, which means working life couldn't be better. But nevertheless.. confusion at it's finest has struck me once again. [Comment?]

[12 Feb 2012|01:50am] Seriously, you're pissing me off. It's like all you can do is talk, and everything that comes out of your mouth is negative and vulgar. I'm actually happy you'll be gone soon. Heh, people always say that when you bitch about someone, deep down you're giving them the satisfaction that they're on your mind. But I don't really care because when I don't bitch about it, it creates this hole in my heart that makes me wanna kill myself when another moment comes that I have to tolerate them. Gosh, it's really true, loving your enemy is mega hard. Forgiving them is one thing, but can I please never ever see their faces again after I forgive them? Hahaha, but I guess it doesn't happen that way. We are to have opportunities before we can learn and achieve what we want. For me, I'd like to cultivate patience and know that there're many things in life where your calm decision can make almost any impending danger subside. On the bright note I've dropped 5kg. Really happy about it, and will continue my work towards it. Somehow or rather, I keep getting really lethargic by the middle of the day and I keep wanting to sleep, and slack off so that I wouldn't have to get my brain to work to finish up what I haven't done. I keep telling myself "screw it!" because I'm only getting a crappy sum of $400 every month. To top it off, waking up early, spending on transport and food. Truthfully, I don't know why I'm complaining because I'm having it better off than many people. But then again... the grass will forever be greener on the other side. I had an eventful week, I'm thankful for my friends, the place I'm in, my colleagues, all the conversations I had. & John, I know this post comes late, but I'd like to say, though we are busy, though our schedules disallows long meetings, we are still able to catch up even over a short 5 minute conversation. I really miss the times we had together. But now's not the time to sound like old men reminiscing about the good ol' days. Can't wait to be able to meet you for a proper meal, whereby we do not have to rush, with unsymmetrical half-burgers in hand, walking at 8km/hr and our conversations matching our speed. [Comment?]

[03 Feb 2012|12:34am] Being streetsmart and being wise are 2 different things altogether. Frankly speaking, you may be streetsmart, but the way you treat people by the things you carelessly say, that's where your downfall is. Yea you'll have acquaintances, lots of them. But friends, that's where you'll be far from. Because seriously speaking, your attitude sucks. There's no such thing as an impossible job, it's whether you've put your heart and soul into it. Maybe it wasn't your fault. But people think it is because of the way you react. Suck it up, I hope it does go through. [Comment?]

[01 Feb 2012|11:59pm] Bullshit. That's what this is. But it's okay, it'll be over soon. It's so tiring omg ): I can't wait for Fridayyyyyyyyyyy cuz it's you. <3 [Comment?]

[09 Jan 2012|02:20am] Today I had the most awesome dream. It was one about an elite task force. Heh, there was a lot of shooting, monsters, other soldiers, fun stuff I probably can never experience. But who's complaining, with the life I'm living. The only thing I miss right now is going back to studying life. Really, people always say studying is awesome, but frankly when you start working like, full time, and you're in the office all the time and your weekends feel like they're so stifled with it just being two days, then you'll realize you miss your high school time table. But then again, I always ask myself, what do I want to achieve within my two years over here. I've already signed up for SATs, and my second one is to get my driving license. Somehow I've always told my mum that I don't really wish to drive. And if i ever was rich enough, I'd just get a chauffeur. It's always nice to learn or have a skill that you may or may not use, because in the end, you can always say you're well prepared. It's probably like how you should always have with you a few investments you've made that could be used for different problems that you encounter in life. After thinking it through, it's wayyyyy cheaper and less of a hassle to just take a cab rather than drive. My duties are all coming around and I must say, it's annoying as hell. Getting up earlier and all, with the occasional 24-hr duty burning off my Sundays. But ah well, what we have to do, we have to do. I guess that's 2 years not everyone can wait to finish. Which makes me think again, what other plans do I have in future that I can make a step for during these 2 years that I have? Hmm, I've still been thinking about that the past few days. I don't really want to take classes because it's physically taxing and also sometimes I might have to OT, which will probably get me late/missing classes. For 2011, I'm thankful to all my friends, and I shan't say much here, since I've already written to almost all of you. But this year has been eventful, and a lot of things that have occurred is now a blur to me. A new year doesn't make you extra powerful to take care of things that you didn't the previous year. I find making new year resolutions pretty much nonsensical because you aren't anywhere as near completing it this year as you were last year if you never took the step forward to work on it. It only goes to show that you have more time to do what you were too lazy to do, what you never tried to accomplish and all the work you did that was only within your skull should somehow be tangible in real life. Nevertheless, 2011 was indeed a blast (hahaha how cliche) and I really do hope for a better year, with closer friendships, better health, bigger achievements and probably more time to catch up on sleep. Everything else, can wait the 2 years. To all my POP friends yesterday, congratulations. Every night I tell myself, losing a little bit of sleep doesn't matter that much (at 2am) Every morning I tell myself, oh my goodness it matters like hell (at 6am) Every weekday I tell myself, I shall sleep more during the weekend Every weekend I tell myself, I'll sleep more during the weekdays Pfffffffft, life cycle I guess. [Comment?]

[03 Jan 2012|03:56am] I miss you. I mean, how could you not miss someone who's been in your life for 2 years? Even people that I've only known for half a year, if i really had the time of my life with them, I'd miss them, I'd miss the time spent together, doing anything possible under the sun, enjoying each other's company, and having the best time ever. I miss everything, the food, the fun, the madness, the sadness, the anger, the sleep, the love. It's been almost half a year, and I hope you're doing fine where you are. It's been awhile since I've thought of you, but I happened to pass by a picture of you while looking around in Facebook. I wish we could've gotten some closure, but then again it didn't matter to you since you were the one who gave it up. It's always the one who can't let go that needs the closure, and that's where it hurts the most. After seeing some friends who're going through the post break-up stage, I realized how I was during my first few months too, and I've come to realize, it's definitely time that does the healing, amidst whatever that helps you go along your way. I'm sorry for giving your stuff away, maybe I could've handled it better by returning. I was rash and angry, a little bit insane at the thought that what I had was taken away from me. I've made mistakes and I'd like to apologize, and maybe one day if we ever meet along the small streets of Singapore, we'd at least be able to smile and continue our way. I wish you all the best, in everything you do, in the friends you make, in the partners you have in future and in your career after graduation (with honours) Thank you for the joy, the laughter, the fun and the knowledge that a fat, loud and annoying guy like me could get a pretty, smart, sweet, though annoying, girl like you. If you ever read this, I just want to say, you had a place in my heart, and a significant one at that. [Comment?]

[31 Dec 2011|01:38am] What I was told, what was said to me so long ago, is remembered and kept to the heart. "Take your time" Yes I have been taking my time. But whether I'm 100% certain, I'm not sure, but what I know is that I want to be where I am, and nothing should take the place of that commitment and decision. What I know is that we're not getting any younger. To put things off another day means another day less living with your accomplishment. Knowing where you belong is a really important key factor in your life. Without a strong foundation, any building will collapse with a minor mishap. Take my time, no longer. Recently I signed up for SAT, and took a practice test. This was the essay question given to me with a time limit of 25 minutes: (Though I know nobody will read, just wanted to document here for future reference) Question: Do people accomplish more when they are allowed to do things in their own way? Plan and write an essay in which you develop your point of view on this issue. Support your position with reasoning and examples taken from your reading, studies, experience, or observations. Answer: How much people accomplish is based on what they perceive as motivation. What may work in a fear-based motivation environment may differ from a reward-based motivation environment. What people choose to work for ultimately reflects how much they accomplish. In a place where people are working for the salary at the end of the month, a backing motivation is needed to push them forward to accomplish more. However, in a place where people are working for the glory and prestige, or a promotion and recognition, they tend to motivate themselves rather than require the need to be pushed. In reference to being able to do things in their own way, or so to speak, "liberally", has its good and bad points. First, I will broaden on the good points. One thing that separates the high flyers and the ones that stay on the ground is the ability to do things in an environment that suits and compliments them. When you are frustrated in your small cubicle of depression, the motivation to move on to greater things tends to start off as a big dream that ends up at the back of your mind. When you are able to do things liberally, you plan your time wisely and you know what you can or can not achieve within the given time limit and you set out to push yourself where it is needed, and get a break where it is possible. It is impossible for someone to be fully certain of their plans because there will be unforeseen things that might come to pass, creating a bottleneck in the process. Being able to work freely removes the impending pressure towards deadlines that comes from your immediate superior, thus allowing a high chance of quality work. Another point worthy of mention is that when you are given the ability to do things your way, you tend to take ownership of what you are doing, and you will feel proud of the accomplishments that you achieve at the end, because you know in your heart you took charge of it from the beginning right till the very end, and it is completely your work. It was not produced from the pressure of your superior, nor the mundane lifestyle of your working environment, nor going through the motion to complete any projects that come your way. Towards the negative sides of allowing people to do things their own way, there will be people who will try to cheat or test the system, finding out the places where it is easiest to cut corners, to not do any work and also to be able to get away with it. Allowing people to do things in their own way tend to allow people to wiggle their way through doing things on time or producing quality work, because they have used the time to do their personal things, or to leave work till the last minute before submitting slipshod work. Some people also have habits or work techniques that are not widely seen, unique and what other people might perceive as "weird". Through removing the working structure of all employees and allowing them their liberty, different habits and work styles will begin to emerge, and might unknowingly create friction between different people working together. As the saying goes "you cannot make everyone happy" it is true in the workplace as well. As they have been rightfully given the "permission" to do things their own way, employees will undoubtedly use it as an excuse to do things their style, and that people should follow the particular work style just because they were the trendsetter or the more popular ones in the company, whether in terms of fear-based or merit-based. This will result in a new working culture, one where the same end result will come to pass because the liberty has turned into a monarchy. One thing that I have learned through working in the Food and Beverage Industry, is that you should provide liberty to the people who have shown they are mature enough to handle the responsibility in order to produce a result ultimately that is of standard, or exceeds the expectations set by the immediate superior. With this principle that I have observed and gathered, I believe that having a balance in the workforce is the key. Providing the freedom of work styles to those who have shown the ability to be responsible, and withdrawing the privilege of those who abuse it or otherwise mistreat others with it is something the middle and upper management should do as it allows people to work hard to achieve a better and more comfortable environment yet knowing that they should not cross the line, and if they do, their liberty be revoked. [Comment?]

[29 Dec 2011|12:57am] I've been having the time of my life. True, army is probably a waste of time, 2 years just goes by like that. But through this you know who're your true friends. Friends whom you want to meet, friends whom you don't want to meet, and some who you are just too lazy to meet. Out of these 3 categories, the ones you want to meet are the ones that brighten up your day, change you, challenge you and treat you the same way you treat them.. The ones you don't want to meet, you obviously want them out of your life.. Anddddd the ones you're too lazy to meet, you know the friendship isn't that important to you (though you may say otherwise) I try my best to ask people out, however there's only so many you can accommodate in a tightly packed schedule. But nevertheless everything's pretty awesome. How much more can I ask for, when you're going through mandatory things, and people tell you that being where you are was the best thing that ever happened to them? I can't complain at all. Hm or rather the only thing I can complain about is the allowance that we get. Not just that, the skills we get to learn is pretty awesome. I'm learning this new program called ARES MashZone that is widely used in MNCs in Singapore. Heh, apart from that, You, i like how things are simple and it isn't so serious, and it's nice to be dating around again. Even though I miss being in a relationship, it's pretty awesome because you sorta get the best of both worlds, and you don't have to deal with nagging shit, and a constant piss-off voice/message that's like a ticking time bomb that ruins your day. It's... if you put it this way, peaceful. Very, very peaceful. VERY peaceful. As I've mentioned before, I've been picking up a bit of Korean. It's mega tough learning a new language, let alone one that looks remotely like chinese. However, for the sake of my trip in May, I shall learn to be at least a BIT fluent in it for ease of conversations and directions (like I need any, since i'm going with 2 pros) But then again, it's nice to be doing something whilst killing time in the office when I have nothing to do. Hi gnia, welcome back to Singapore, better meet me before you go back and we can converse a wee bit in chinese. But for now all I can say is 지연 내 여자 친구는. :P Time to head to bed before the start of a new day of work. Friday's a half dayyyyyy, cannot wait! Food for thought: Do you not grab an opportunity when it is right in front of you? Why do you wait and observe the situation? Is it because you're sure the opportunity will not disappear, or go to someone else with the same capabilities as you? We are all told to strike while the iron is hot. But sometimes we wait.. maybe because we're scared, or because we don't believe it's the best step for us. But then again.. How would you ever know, if you've never even tried? PS: There're some things that if you try you might never wake up from ie. Jumping off a high cliff naked. (So be smart) lol. [Comment?]

[15 Dec 2011|11:22pm] "How I'd wish I could just make you turn around, Turn around and see me cry. There's so much I need to say to you So many reasons why. You're the only one, Who really knew me at all." [Comment?]

[15 Dec 2011|08:38pm] I love where I am now. Even though there're things that can be better, doesn't hurt to wish for the better things in life. But all in all, where I am is just where I feel really happy. The people, the surroundings, the environment. What are tough times? They don't last, but tough men do. One thing I know, don't try to change the things that have already been around for so long. And i emphasize again, I hate working with lazy people. Just one stupid flash card, go scan la ccb. Later one virus go in OA, you're screwed for life. But then again, you do not try to change people either, especially when you're not friends with them before you've met them. Ultimately, how people perceive you is how accepting you are of their flaws. Friends do not need to be perfect. If they were, you'd only need one. It's the strengths of some friends that make up the flaws of the others and that's where you have your circle of influence. If you think of it this way, when you're not being accepting to the people around you, rather than them being irritating, you're the one that's irritating because you're avoiding everyone you dislike at all costs, and giving attitude. So rather, remember.. Don't be too choosy. Choose your close friends wisely, but better a friend than an enemy in the world. Either that or be good-looking. [Comment?]

[10 Dec 2011|10:41pm] Dedicated to my Mum and Dad. As you all know, you can choose many things in life, however you can never choose your parents. We should always be thankful to our parents, and also show it. Not just during their birthdays, or special occasions. But most of the time, when you remember it, you should. When they're gone, where can you find people who will love you so unconditionally? Sure you'll hear of stories of bad parents, and as much as you've heard your fair share, so have I. My parents, despite their flaws, are the best. (hard not to be the best when you only have 1 set) They have always taught me that, you might never have everything in life, and you might even be poor, but always uphold honesty. An upright poor man is always better than a tainted wealthy man. They have taught me that things in life do not come easy; always work hard for what you want to achieve in life. Sure, nowadays our generation get things easily because the previous generation have slogged it out for us, which makes many people think that money comes by easily. But no, it really doesn't. If you've worked enough, you'll know that it is indeed blood, sweat and tears to earn the kind of money you spend so freely. On top of that, in future you'll have to pay taxes, CPF, your house, your water and electricity bills. You hear horror stories of parents who lock their kids out, impose tight curfews, give really little allowance and you've heard of imba silver spoon stories of kids who get everything they want, live in awesome houses and have cars the moment they turn 18/21. You put it this way, I'm contented. If you get extremes, with the mindset of Gen Y, you're bound to be put in a position where you tend to WANT things more than you would like to give. In a society where balance is the key, it is not a good value to carry because sometimes when what you want is precious, you'll tend to give more, in order to attain what you deem as valuable at the very end. If you can only think about what you want and only want what you want without giving, then how are you going to know what to sacrifice to attain the very best? My parents, have always emphasized that you should get what you can within your own means, and never be greedy, nor to give in to temptation no matter what. I will always be reprimanded whenever I make gains, whether small or large, as long as it is illegal. That is because they care. Caring does not equal to the amount of money you get per month allowance, or how little they scold you (or in some cases, how much, since scold = care). What I feel that shows they care is how they nourish the values they feel should be developed in you for your future.  I used to get caned when I was young whenever I was naughty. I've always heard people say that when parents hit a child they usually do it with a heavy heart because of the heartache caused in hitting your own flesh and blood. Well, my parents might have had the same, or they could have had major anger issues, I wouldn't know. But what I know is, they have always enforced good qualities by reward, and discouraged bad ones by punishment so that I would remember. But in all seriousness, what's childhood without breaking the rules? But when I grew older, they stopped caning me, and used verbal abuse instead. (Hahaha) but this also taught me the value of respecting someone as they got older. You do not use the same methods of talking to an adult as you would a toddler, and vice versa. Though there will be some things in life that they will forever be old fashioned in (style of dressing, way they talk, nagging) there will always be something that we can take away from the previous generation for the benefit of our entire lives. I would like to take this opportunity to thank my parents, John Lee and Jenny Quek, despite the lifelong trauma of raising a rascal, for changing and shaping the values that I have brought about with me and will (hopefully) forever bring with me as I enter into adulthood. When everything like this happens, you'll know you have the world's best parents. -------------- I posted this on facebook notes, but felt like i should post something here since i haven't for a long long time. Heh, happy parents day. xD [Comment?]

[05 Dec 2011|05:18pm] I've finally cleared my room, literally cleared. In the past what I've been doing was "moving" them from place to place while i rearranged my room. But now i've thrown alot of stuff out. Books, notes, lecture notes, photos, letters. Things that I really do not want to look at and remember. It sucks, looking at my old stuff, and remembering what happened in the past. It hurts, knowing that what has happened in the past most probably won't come around again because people move on. It still hurts thinking. But all in all, everything's been thrown. What's written in history is a lie. It's a matter of who's lie stays and who's lie died together with them. And in the end, that lie was made history. Always remember to be a victor, but only for the important things. Why win little stuff, and break the relationships you have, than to hold on, and win the bigger things in life. It's selfish, but at the end of the day, who are you living for? Some things in life, can make the closest to you fight against you. Ultimately, you still have to defend for yourself, because the trust you've put isn't enough to sustain your life. It's your life, your fight. [Comment?]

[27 Nov 2011|09:07pm] Would you be jealous of a fairytale life that someone else lived but you couldn't? [Comment?]

[23 Nov 2011|11:21pm] Watching movies. They undoubted do impact me in the end. I've been brainlessly killing my own consciousness with my own thinking and haven't been paying attention to much detail lately. I guess I can't help myself, after watching 'You are the apple of my eye' It's a greattttttttttt showwwww. Go watch it if you haven't. Or.. I'd tell myself that, since I'm the only one reading my own blog. Heh, I like blogging. It's a way of letting myself go, and letting my hair down (even if i don't have any) I guess I stopped because I thought there was a pathway for my thoughts in the past. That I wouldn't need to jot them down because at the end of the day I could always just say it out so easily. But then again, who are we to trust in people, when we all know that people can change so easily. Free will is what we desire but in the end free will is what brings us some disasters in our lives. Been pretty emo lately :( I cannot wait to watch the show again. I'll blog another day. So sleepy. ~ [Comment?]

[21 Nov 2011|11:20pm] Muahahahhahaahhahahahah. [Comment?]

[20 Nov 2011|02:04am] Lesson learned but always repeated. Double McSpicy will ALWAYS give you a stomachache, no matter how great it tastes when you eat it. Hahaha, but on the bright side, haven't had any fast food in 1 month. I'm proud of myself. :) [Comment?]

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